Numb to it

Numb.....Numb....Numb to it. Pain the hurt. You think you know. The scars I walk around with. Sometimes i hurt myself without knowing believing this is what I want when Pain. Alone.
The wounds never heal so  I never let it. Time.I see it oh my, oh me. I see the blood. I broke it Jesus dead nailss. Soo much stab wounds. Knife, heart cut through middle the recipe! soo much pain. Immune to it so cause it. I destroyed you ripped you apart(Stop to personal.) Look at my painting. I live it. I walk it.  breath the pain. It's in my bones like a cancer digging thru...  screams of agony help no one (silence). tears in the minds eye i see your hate of You. Can I feel you when I never felt. Karma came for me in my sleep. Held me down till I drowned in my agony. You think you know what it means to hurt yourself Pain. Searching for LovEvol (get it) Blood ooze with each beat as you drag me down deeper Pain. You think you know. What it is to carry a image and go home and break down Pain for me please. You know what it means to think about what happened and feel like your to blame. It hurts to bear it alone in a dark place drowning. Cannot breath...The Pain.