Depression and Paranoia

I feel like I’m trapped in a room with 4 walls
Dark no way to escape,
I feel like I’m in a freefall.

If I had hair, My head would be bald
If I had nails my skin would be peeled off.

In a room where I see no light
And tryna find it is a never ending fight.
Praying to Jesus,
begging him to deliver me
So much stress
I began to wonder, can he hear me?

My mind is goin krazy
Insanity as conquered my body
So much it is jealous of mind cause its krazy.

The only song I have recently sung
Is that constant harmony, me screaming at the top of my lungs. Im suffocating in my own sorrow
Fuck If I Die Today, I Can’t even see tomorrow
Running in circles,
constantly hopping emotional hurdles.
So I rest my mind for peace
Wondering will I wake up,
my soul deceased
My body restin in peace
Nightmares, waking up in sweaty sheets
So I write out my pain to release.

This journey that Im fighting to live....
When Im Living to Die