Thank you seven times

Seven years ago
you asked me to go out with you, i was so scared and embarrassed.
Probably more then you were.
I remember feeling how fast your heart was beating.
Truthfully mine was beating just as fast, my hands were shaky, kinda sweaty and my face was so red.
I didnt want to take my eyes off you but i couldn't keep eye contact because i didn't want you to know how much i was freaking out.
Also with all the happiness i was scared that it was all fake, that i was being tricked or something.
Because Why would someone whom everyone liked an wanted to be with Want to hang around with me,Let alone be in a relationship with me.
Im so glad that i did agree to it.
Those first couple years may have been stressful and upsetting, painful etc. etc. BUT in those years were also some of my happiest moments.
Being with you has made me so extremely happy.
I cant think about what would of happened if i said no, I would be alone with no one to talk to,not wanting to live, only existing.
Lonely and just waiting to die.

I want to thank you
From the bottom of my heart, with everything i have .
THANK YOU SO MUCH!