over cooked soul

stressed out and not of age

(i see a big head)
so i'll drink a coke for the second time today

(far to puny arms and able to do 20 pull ups)
soda is only consumed occasionally here

(Dear google can i see the real me in the mirror?)
the feeling of a no absolute fucks and sucks

(i should go fix my hair)
no control no accomplished goal

(i was sure i gained more weight but not sure)
but i'll just go with the roll

(Dont look in the mirror)
hope for a better 90 secs or a moment

(yesterday you looked hot,kinda i think)
lord free my constant thoughts if your really  there

(Therapist? show me before and after results)
please i beg i is currently mentally paralyzed and cant run

(Are you talking about me?)
not forever i hope, to cope