These thoughts...

I've been having these thoughts, and they're disturbing
Why aren't they going away
The thought of blood on my hands, on my face makes me happy
I know its disgusting and I don't know why but it just makes my heart beat
Mmmmmm the thought of it
God make this go away
I sit in class and look at the back of their heads and wonder how it looks inside
I think about how warm their insides must be
Can you feel it...feel their warm blood on your hands
Can you hear it...can you hear them beg for mercy
Does it make you excited
Or is that just me?
Am I normal?
God please tell me im normal...