Losing me

I have lost who I am. Who I was and who I want to be.

I no longer desire to be the perfect mom, wife, woman or human. I no longer see the reason in trying. When all this world does is knock the good down, destroying the innocent and taking away the pure.

I have made my decisions, I will lie in my bed. No one to blame but myself, I let you push the limits. I let you own me and I let you break me. I thought this would make you want to keep me.

In the end I'm left alone curled on the floor drowning in my own tears.. I have made my bed I will lie in it.