suicide caught your eye, scars on your wrists you can not hide

Oh your such a dreamer
being a sneaky peter
well I think I've had all my fun
playing with the trigger of your gun

Found myself a quite corner
and its plastered all over my face
oh your such a dreamer
and I'm just a fucking state

but hey hey,
tomorrow is just another day
but hey hey,
my silence is a reflection of my pain
but hey hey,
the clouds are coming and so is the rain

Oh your such a dreamer
you used ten fingers just to please her
now I'm strapped for cash
came out the mental institution a little to rash

My silence is a reflection of my pain
my shadow is cold as a grave
the suns reflection upon the rain
like my many different colours I shall fade

Give me all the strength to carry on
give me your wounds and I shall bleed from them
maybe I'm as good as dead

Telling lies I cant backup
misspent youth not giving a fuck
like a sinking stone, I've got Zopiclone in my bones
I count my blessings irrespective of my luck

The crest of your knife
blood like sea, like spindrift
of a horizon so red
these things are a plague inside my head

could I live without this touch ( of madness)
my nerves are withering to rust ( of madness)
dead white skin the colour of my sins
watch me fade away, eaten alive and eroding with decay
still I implore, in disregard of the devils curfew
I'm knocking on that door, please serve me more
guide me reckless, beat me breathless.