Missing the moment

I can't tell you what I'm feeling
When I don't even know what it is
It's like where there should be love
There's just a pit
While other kids laughed and played
I would just sit
I have something missing im sure of it
I just don't know what it is
What makes me tick
I feel like I'm always searching for it
It's right there but I can't grasp it
Missing the moments