Breakdown Dream

This dream is the ultimate roam
I ran to the new shrink’s home
I was crying , I’m in a big hole
Lady , please save my soul
My doctor destroyed me
I am the victim , you’ll see
He belongs in the who’s who
But he never told me what to do
He knew that I don’t know life
But he just added to the strife
She put me on meds, intravenous
Keep talking , she said , No rush
As I laid out the events before her
I saw my old shrink in the corner
He tells us why he acted that way
Then he starts sobbing to my dismay
That’s all I remember now
I google to understand this somehow
Breakdown in a dream ? What’s wrong ?
Guilt over not being able to reform