How to build a snow man

Inside her toroidal field, i can empathise easily i hate the fact i could be so empathic,    
Though i know she reaped her own hole, its not easy to abandon that chick but i have to.    
So i walk away clutching my fist, keept the mental image of her giving my brother a kiss, and let the pain guide my feet to not succumb to her tears. I was taught to never hurt a woman but what if she were to tug your strings rap you around her finger wait until your ready to make her yours just to mingle with your blood like a mixed dosage.  Do you let her go or show her some remorse? What would you do?    
So the thought of you starving with out a home does not make me happy but you stabbed me. Adding to my distrust making it easier to isolate my self and harder to love.  Liquid nitrogen in my veins frost breath i exhale. Im in chains surrounded by a circle of knives. No trust for the next girl, because in my brain ive been preped to internalize all love as a lie.  The scary thing is, i could slowly feel my sentiment disappear the more i have to bottle it. Sooner or later i wont have none at all and the kind of person that follows will be hollow filled with occult knowledge but none of that even bothers you. You just stab who you feel even thoes who feel bad watching your karma unveil. I hope for your sake and mines that you pull through because in the words of my future self who are you? Forgive and never forget but live and never regret fordges together sculptures that adapt to every stab. I better not ever hear you say, a good man its hard to come by in this day and age because your the reason, now im surely freezing.