Hell waits and peeks

  

All I've had
is my happiness taken away
nothing Golden ever stays ...
I read that and for some reason
I'm stuck with that today
I used to read the outsiders
in middle school
I admired it
and dreamt of what it meant
to be a greaser, a social , a letterman
all that bullshit
I thought damn
that would have been mint
leather jackets knives and women
I click with all that shit
I even thought about stabbing that kid
as the blood fills the fountain
blood oceans
and were on the run
rebels yell
but so damn young
and never to come home
train hoppin bums
nomad killer kids
brothers
that were actually just friends
someone that wouldn't leave me
and actually enjoy having me around
not like at home ....
well I grew up fast
way to fast in fact
what was pony boy 15 ? 16
when he stabbed that kid
Feeling knife enter skin
I was 15 also
when I slashed a bitch
and not one with a clit
one with a dick
a punk ass bitch
who like to touch females
when sleeping
he's sick my mind whispers
I must fix this
grab the steel
and avenge this chick
what you mean you didn't touch that pussy ?!
her tampon was missing and she had no panties on mother fucker !
so I stab that Latin king over and over
and over again
then over again just to sink it in
I never discontinued this
since then
sticking up for my people
life or death
I'll take life's ..
been certified
I'll take knifes bullets spears shanks
I'll fuckin die for my people
legal ?
fuck legal I do what I want
don't step to my steeple
no equal
I'll eat you
chew a clear view thru your chest
you bitch
you done sucking dicks yet trick?
they got the ham bugler
so your the hot dog bandit skank
God damn you just swallow dicks
six at a time you got magic lips
well
I got 6 in the clip
plus one for your man bitch
now what
ya I'm sick and you fuckin knew This, loved this
kissed this
and loved to watch me grab someone by the back of the neck
pull him close real quick
and pistol whip the snitch
taken his money ?
of course don't be stupid
I just grab the bottom of there pants
and yank them all the way off
everything I want
is right in the pockets
no serious
you think im joking?
go ahead test that quick
see how far you get..
now I get to laugh
as you stand there
cold and shivering In your skibbies
I'm all checking your id
just in case I need to clean up the scene
later with the hammer and bleach
hahaha ....you have no idea
but I got no problem showing you
all of you
all of you that are low as dog shit
pussy coward son of a bitches
your heart pumps puppy piss !
you ain't no warrior
your no solider
just a Toy gangster
with a pop pistol
draw or shoot please
so I have a reason
not to miss you with my green beam
piercing thru you hollow tip mushrooms
a 3 round burst fucking ends you
phew
thank Odin
you are finally dead
outta my head
I sit on your body and spark up a cig
sayin to myself you done good kid
stand up look around quick
don't wanna leave evidence
oh oh wait,
I planned it all out tho
ten feet away was your hole
I drop you in like dirt that you are
took a piss on you
went to the car and grabbed  the gas
walked back
lite up another cigertte
but
the filter end this time
making a match out of it
i look down at you ...
threw it down there with you
igniting you ..
and I said my good byes to you
and not once did I shed a tear or feel for you
human swine
disgust me
low or no class fucking pigs
I hope we all die soon
and yes including me
I'm in the front seat hands in the air crazy as fuck smiling
finally,
I'm back with my family