Why me?

You told me I was special
You told me I was different
You told me I was your one and only
You told me you saw ur future in my eyes
You whispered all the words I wanted to hear
In your arms you made me feel safe
Did you really mean it..
Why me?
You said I was your princess
And that we needed no witness
We were even  going to build a  castle
To put our time capsule
But then you left me
Leaving my emotions homeless
And my soul restless
Why me?
Why did you make me fall in love with you
Why did you make me break down my walls for you
You made me feel crazy
Stung out, a little bit hazy
You made me feel like I was not good enough
And then you shut me off
Why me?
Do you remember the first time we met
The way you smiled at me
From a mile so tender
But then you vanished, and didn’t say a word
Now all my questions are unheard
Why  me?
You piecired my heart by shards of shattered glass
Deeper and deeper you stab me With your lies
The tears I shed as I think of you at night
Of all that was so happy and bright
I still love you more than you know
But I feel desolate that I cannot tell you
Why me?
Dissecting my heart piece by piece
I sleep at night in such hopeless torment
My soul inside crying tears of lament
The memories of us makes me grief
Now I live a life of fear and strife
Why me?
Once we were in love we played it so well
Despite our heaven my soul still landed in hell
I wish I never met you
I wish I wasn't blinded by your lies then I would have known my life was endangered right from the start...
But I just got one question may then I will be free
WHY ME???