Always and Never

Tell me you'll stay forever.

Even if it is just a lie.

 

 

 

I don't know how long I'd wait. Maybe forever.

 

 

It's easier not to try.

Easier to say goodbye.

Easier to believe the lie.

It'd be easier for me to die.

 

 

 

I turn my back on the world sometimes, looking over my shoulder to see if anyone comes after me.

No one will this time, it's not anyone elses fault, it's mine.

for being so cold,

wanting to be alone in the dark,

just to see if I still have my spark.

 

 

The time came when you needed me to save you, and I didn't.

I pulled you under scream still caught in your throat.

 

You're so cold but you make me feel alive.

 

 

I love you forever. Now do me a favor...

Pull the trigger.