The devil

I try so hard,
To tell myself,
Each time is the last,
I really need help

Happy or sad,
Excited to,
Depressed or not,
Any excuse

I hate u so bad,
Tho turn to you,
Your ruining my life
What can i do?

Get out of my head,
An leave for good,
Am not myself,
Am controlled by a drug

Not everyday but use alot,
Expensive you are,
And all for what?

Misery and pain,
You cause such grief,
So why can't i leave you?
Your just a thief

You've stolen my life,
My money n all,
My appearance is bad,
But yet i call

I thought you was fun,
At first a laugh
you're nothing but evil,
A conning little twat

Stay clear from Charlie,
Not worth the buzz,
He'll take your soul
N livelihood