So today I hit my knees and prayed

So today I hit my knees and prayed, it had been a while since i felt that way.
Some days I feel stretched so thin, but even though I feel weak I have to get up again.
So if you happen to talk to me and I'm not like I used to be, it’s because I'm struggling being me.
I am struggling to keep up with my everyday things to do, I know I need to do this because my debt to those three babies is long overdue.
There will be days, yes this I know, but the bad days seem to be getting the light that says go.
I'm strong no matter how weak i feel and I know I can’t do this all by myself, but in the end it's all me and no one else.
No one can make us succeed but ourselves, we have to make it happen even with the most help.
So today I hit my knees and prayed..... God will show me the way.