Subject of my writing

I picked up a few lessons,
I'm not stuck in depressions,
I've read all your confessions,
About all my transgressions,
Seems I left bad impressions.

Yet I go into submission,
It was not my best decision,
Its just that I had a vision,
Of my life in completion,
I had turned to religion,
And even joined a legion,
No longer in this region.

I do not regret,
I made a bet,
I do not wish for a reset,
I wish for you not to be upset,
I cannot hide my feelings in a diskette,
Maybe I should wish we never met,

You were the florist,
In my garden of love,
The tourist,
In in the jungle that is my mind,
The builder,
Of my shattered dreams,
The doctor,
To my emotional illnesses,
The guide,
To show me the feelings I never had.

You were all this,
Now all is bliss,
You I do not miss,
It is time,
Yes i committed a crime,
Yes I will pay the fine,
And you only a dime,
Yes i will refine,

I hope you see this,
I hope you read this,
You were lucky to be the subject of my writing,