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Bright Eyes *Re*
All these memories just remind me of how bad I messed up
Always thinking maybe I could have done more to appeal to you
It’s hard to lose a friend, especially when I told myself it wouldn’t be like this
But time moves on no matter how bad I want it to stop
I knew I would hurt you from the moment I met you
Talking and smiling together while having this thought in the back my mind
Maybe it wasn’t the same for you, and I’m playing the fool
Either way, once again I’m alone, missing the people I left behind
I can still see those bright eyes etched into my mind
Made the pain worth it, gave me purpose
Then you took it away from my life
As you sit somewhere on this earth
You can rest assure that inside I cry
Because I know this is somehow my fault
But I’m not happy when you are away
Hearing stories of how you’re doing so good, matches the pain I’m going through
Wish life was a wonderful dream that brought out the real me, but it’s not
It’s heart ache that I don’t know how to deal with
And don’t even think I would want this feeling to go away
The hurt maybe constant, but it reminds me of your memories
Why do I even say these words?
It’s clear you don’t care
Guess if I convince myself
It will somehow bring you here
So I’ll take this love in my hands
Give it a kiss then send it off to the sky
In hopes one day it will bring you back to me
Always thinking maybe I could have done more to appeal to you
It’s hard to lose a friend, especially when I told myself it wouldn’t be like this
But time moves on no matter how bad I want it to stop
I knew I would hurt you from the moment I met you
Talking and smiling together while having this thought in the back my mind
Maybe it wasn’t the same for you, and I’m playing the fool
Either way, once again I’m alone, missing the people I left behind
I can still see those bright eyes etched into my mind
Made the pain worth it, gave me purpose
Then you took it away from my life
As you sit somewhere on this earth
You can rest assure that inside I cry
Because I know this is somehow my fault
But I’m not happy when you are away
Hearing stories of how you’re doing so good, matches the pain I’m going through
Wish life was a wonderful dream that brought out the real me, but it’s not
It’s heart ache that I don’t know how to deal with
And don’t even think I would want this feeling to go away
The hurt maybe constant, but it reminds me of your memories
Why do I even say these words?
It’s clear you don’t care
Guess if I convince myself
It will somehow bring you here
So I’ll take this love in my hands
Give it a kiss then send it off to the sky
In hopes one day it will bring you back to me
Published 4th May 2016
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