Cancer

I miss it all ,
I could of waded through all the shit for you ,
But when the going got twisted I left like the others,
Ours was a bitter sweet love depraved of human decency and remorse for one another,
Yet still it was our love and I would crawl back crying if only for a moment of that sweet sad look in those eyes scared by the world ,
But it's gone never to return your long gone happy in anothers arms like you were in mine just months ago,
I'm alone and sad no one to care no one to hear as it should be I suppose I didn't see how special our sad little romance was till now,
like two cancers Locked in a death grip we fed off one another ,
Only if I was being fed off once more so as at least to share a common interest and feel not so alone.