The Choice

Why when you rub my hands
I feel uncomfortable  probably bcause
you never do that.
 
Why when you show me some  affection I feel infected
probably because your hands havent touch mine in over a year.
 
How does one live with that now my body longs for another I  wont  to be loved ,touch,kissed
I want to be  wonted the question remain .do i stay or do i go to a love i once knew  or do i go for the love thats brand new.

if i could split myself in half i could have you both but i can not so i must choose it will not be easy  but it will be fair...