Whose Grievances Be Here

All these fucking lies running through my head.
Shots sound, the gun's fired, go!
Because of things you never said.

And everyone says its all in my head, in my head.
Shots sound, the gun's fired, go!
And I'm running away until I'm dead, until I'm dead.

Am I worth it?
Do you want me?
I want you to want me so badly...
Tell me, tell me you want me.

I'm having trouble closing my eyes, no sleeping.
Shots sound, the gun's fired, go!
When my eyes finally close to a plague of dreaming.

So I wake up, shout and scream, awake, awake!
Shots sound, the gun's fired, go!
Divert, quickly, the moans and keep groans at bay, keep them at bay.

Am I worth it??
Say you'll give your time away.
Give it to me, every second for the rest of eternity.
Please, please, all of your attention on me.

How my selfishness consumes me, turn key.
Shots sound, the gun's fired, go!
Let loose and swallow my world whole, can't see.

Hurt me, cut me loose, do anything, please, anything.
Shots sound, the gun's fired, go!
Run away from me, run and run and put between us the sea.

Am I worth it???
No, I mustn't be, the worst kind of person
who asks for everything...
Yet, I do give away everything, so I end up with all of my nothing.

It's all my fault, my fault, I'm so messed up.
Shots sound, the gun's fired, go!
With all your energy, flee from me before you're shit out of luck, out of luck.

It's gotta be better this way- alone.
Shots sound, the gun's fired, go!
Hit me square in the forehead and let my spirit go.