suicide Madiness

~Lost But Been Forgot~    
   
I Whanna Cut So Badly I can Even Taste It    
I Thinking On Not Writing Poetry Anymore    
Thinking Should I Die Or To Even Be Alive    
Tired Of Everything    
I Prayed To My Lord And Done All I Can Do    
I've  Thinked About This For Awhile But Had No Guts To Do It    
Maybe If I Was Gone Everything Will Be Alright    
Should I Hang Myself On A Tree    
Should I Cut Intel Death    
It Doesn't Matter No One Fucking Care If I'm Alive Or Dead    
Or How I Take Some More Pills And Just Over Dose And Fucking Die    
Fuck this,  
 I Love This Site But That Shouldn't Matter    
I Might Or Will Be Banned    
Like I Made A Mistake I Apologize    
That's All I can Do.    
Knowing I was Ferly Wrong    
Shit I Might Ever Be Aloud To Share My Write With Others    
If I Get Banned today or Tomorrow I will be crushed And Won't Write Ever Again.    
My Blood is High Like Weed I Smoke    
Think Of Death As I Wrote,    
Damn it I Miss You Dad,    
Why Did You Leave me    
Was it My Felt;    
Sep 25 he's been gone    
maybe I should die to be with him through time    
   
ugh    
ugh    
ugh    
So Many Emotions That I'm Feeling