Season change.

Each day is a battle
a battle I now refuse to loose.
I will not be beaten by fear,
by anxiety,
or pain.

I am getting stronger with each day.

To become happy,
I must at first believe I deserve it.

But don't we all?

I've not written anything in a while,
I've wanted to escape my own thoughts.
Only until I could think of positive things,
rather than spewing self-hate all over a page.

I wish to exude happiness,
to be the person people look at and not be frightened by.

To be the girl who shines with confidence
and can achieve the high goals I set my self.

For the next month,
I shall only write positively.

No more woe-is-me.

Old me has taught me a lot,
but it's time I teach old me to learn from the past,
rather than dwell on it.