On AND ON

At first i thought you was my friend,taking all my problems away
But i soon learned in the end,i was just your prey

You devoured my soul,like a killer you stalked my mind
Left a gaping hole and no peace could i find

But you took my will to live i was blind to your scheme
taking all you had to give i was in a dream

What i knew and what i thought controled by you alone
All the dope that i bought i could have a new home

I was always slow to learn or so it seemed to me
I felt the heat of your burn i lived in misery

Now your time has ran its course in no power do you hold
I am left with this fucking remorse i shiver from the cold

In this hell i built so well i spend my days
With my broken ship i sail on through the foggy haze

For this war you have lost and on i will go
No matter what the cost i will make sure every one will know

About your lies and the evil way that you slowly kill
Till the day that  i die i shall hate you still






I have been a drug addict for over 30 years if you feel like the battle is lost find something to hold on to This picture is of my mother and daughter it gives me hope even when i feel like i have no desire to try So find something you love and keep it close and good luck