Special yet unworthy

No time we started
Loyalty i demand
I give my all
Sacrifices is present

Every moment I'm with you
Genuine happiness flows
but the reality is
I am just  an option

Tiredness strikes
Abuse feed me by yours
Helplessly asking for the truth
then it slaps me that I'm a fool

I'm also human
I get hurt
I also know the truth
and I still remember