Masturbating in the shower

Never been one to masturbate but talking to him long distance got me feeling some type of way he always travels when I want/need it but this time he told me NO
maybe he's playing I said to myself then saw he was serious is he fucking with someone else that question went through my head a lot we aren't together so can I get mad if he is called him at midnight he been calling all day and I didn't answer
Him:
Hello why the fuck you ain't been answering the phone you went and found someone else to satisfy you?
Me:
No but I see you got another bitch riding yo dick.
Him:
What the fuck no I don't but it's cool I hope he hit every spot just like you like it.
Me: (silence) he's jealous
Continuing our conversation he turned me on when he said he felt some type of way I just wanted to kiss his lips talking dirty on the phone telling me what he would do if he were here now closing my eyes I can feel everything he said kissing my lips, licking on my neck, sucking my nipples, kissing down my stomach, writing his name with his tongue across my clit breathing heavy.
Him:
Hello
Me: (clears throat) I'm here
Him: you okay
Me: ya imma call you back
Squeezing my breast I'm horny as hell now maybe a shower will work
The lights off were turning me on more the steam was turning me on and the hard pressure coming out the shower was making me bite my lip slowly pushing it down to my pussy trying to keep quiet it hits my clit and I lean back how can water feel so good can't move my hand staying on that same spot it's like I forgot how to move then my hand starts shaking I found myself whispering Chris under my breath and then................ Climax