IGNITE

 A tourchless night in a tourched world
How was it you that let me see the light
Then you extengushed it from my sight

You were my guide to  the other side of my darkness
To a place  of peace  and full of niceness

You left me like we were to bring the fallout
But you and me were the only thing to fall ,out

So peaceful  in theses lands of dreams we talked about
Then later  it's was only a scream followed by a hurt full shout

You yelled at the top of your lungs  and I weeped in a corner afraid  of what would happen
 I would cry and try and fall asleep  but the yelling was all I saw when I closed my eyes   I doused  my belly of stright up captain

The person I laid with, the person I slept  with  the woman  I loved
You said it was all my fault when it ended  you were the one that left when push came,you shoved

 There are so many  things that we did not finish  that you started
But  now they are gone since  you departed

You can't  tell me that you left  for a reason
But loving you should count as treason

You murderous  bitch  you bled  my heart dry
To not  the one that was beating like it did from the start  you can say bye bye

There's  no bone in my body  that actually  cares for you
You were the cunt that finally  showed true,...colors

You can tell me all you want that I'm the one that fucked up
But your the one that is fucked up

I was loyal  caring  and took care of your needs
You were the one that brought  me to my knees

You sliced up my body then threw me aside
You were just in it for a ride

You road  like a cowgirl  till the sunset
I was the one you got rid of for your life of lent

You always  told me you loved me in every witched way
But  that was the day you told your first lie
That's not the first  time you would make a young man cry

I would weep and sob  and put up a blog
I was a slab  of meat and you were the hog you would use and pet then take to the vet only to find  that you didnt want to take care of me so you would cuss  and swear That I would be the death of you
But  funny how that has  turned around.

Now  I must  go  on I leave a trail of dust  my emotions  are gone there are never coming back  I will never tell my girlfriend  I love her  because  you took that away  I say goodnight  and be the best  because  you never know if you will go down the hardest test  life is life and  work is whatever  but a heart break  is something that  will never  leave ever.....

So burn me like the witch  I am,  tie me to a post
Throw theses  stone because  without  my torch  I will never have  the flame in my heart  like at the start  and it hurts me to say  but I want to just restart  and try to rekindle  this dry  old heart  to fill it with red elixir. that will be the day I will  ignite .