Apology for failure

This is for my friend that I have lost he was the best man I could ever know he tought me much and he will survive in my memories  this is the story  of how he went from  there to memorie

I apologize  to all the wrongs I make
For every soul I let down and break

It's easy to blame others for your own doing
Only you your self know the lie that is bruing

You can say it was me and I will take it as my own I will be punished  not for my lie but yours
I take on others lies and problems as my own sort of chore.

I apologize  for caring and beliving in the faith to do no evil
I try and fail now I will fly and die like evil kenivil

You may bully you may beat but the only pain that will affect me is not having people to care for
 You can stand and say your not a friend  but I will always be a friend  till the end I will open up when you come back like a 24 hour store.

I apologize  for not being the person you expect
 I will change I will try I just want you to give me respect.

You may take my heart but knowing good from bad is all I need
Having no emotions  like the alphabet  a-z I will be your trusty steed

I apologize  for not being able to  make are friendship last
But it all went down hill from the day your blood and drugs clash

You are gone and I miss your soul
You were the only one that could fill this emptied hole

I apologize  for not being  able to save you like I said I would
I wish I was there like I said I always could.

Your friendship was all I needed to live your friendship  built  a nest in my chest  so deep that was  never broken
But your gone and I wish one last time that communication with you could be spoken

I apologize  for what took me so long  to have  the guts to say sorry
For this emotion  comes back I'm so mad so angry

I wish that I could hug you one last time
I was never ready for you to go bye bye im still not ready to say goodbye

I apologize  for me being guilty  of you death I know that's not what you would of wanted
Bit I told you not to do these things  the things you told me you confronted

I think of you and cry
When you died  I died right with you  still to this day a bit of me still dies even day only a fraction  of parts  survive

I apologize  for not being there when you fell hard
But the fact you died hit me off guard

You the only person I could tell all my secrets
The only one I would tell all my business

I apologize  for what I have done
For you I did all I could I failed and the outcome  made me numb

I loved you man you were my best friend
You may have died but you will be my best friend  till the end
When I see you agian I will cry in your arms for the fact I found  you my mind will mend.
It won't be broken puzzle it is because I will have you my best and wonderful  friend
 
I apologize for  you and myself  from not being better  then I was
I just wish when we meet agian  we have are fun on a reuniting  buzz
 
Goodbye my friend  I miss you more then anything.