Stalker

Move me

Move me through the streets

Let me see

I want to watch the people as they come and leave

I want to block the chaos and enjoy this

Being blown through the crowd

Invisible

The feeling is wonderful

Watching from afar

Seeing a woman a man a child
Even animals roam around

I am being moved through this life in a cloud of darkness
I move through needing to feel the spark

The spark from people living lives I cannot

I am in a corner watching
Watching from afar

Move me through the crowd I want to see and smell

Feeling them living
Gives me a feeling a life
A feeling I don’t know I am dead inside  
I envy you all for knowing it so well

I watch in dark

Being moved by you

I am moved through the crowd
Being pulled by the desire to watch you

I watch everyone
But you more close

You are the one I need
You give me the most

I feel the heat from your strength
It pulls me
Calls me
I want to see if I can transfer that strength to me

I watch the others waiting for you to come through
I can no longer wait
Instead of letting you walk on I continue to follow you

You live in a house on street I have only lived on in my dreams

You make me sick I no longer want you

I will stop watching you
I cannot

After I see you in the window changing clothes

I sneak ever so quiet getting aroused by the noise my feet make connecting with the ground

I am so excited to view you so close

I look in the window and there you are
Your skin glows

I watch for an hour until you turn down your sheets
You turn off the lights and I know it’s my time to leave

I can’t
I must see you once more

I pick the lock to your basement door

I slip in your room

You’re so happy to see me when I slip under the sheets for our final meeting

I tell you I have watched for years and years

I thought I would see love, lust but no….
I see fear

You are like all the rest

Never appreciating my effort

We sleep

I awake and I know I will watch you no more