Heads or Tails

Heads, I'm stable for another minute.
Tails, I'm broken for the next.

Heads, I need you.
Tails, I want to hurt you.

Heads, I crave your hold.
Tails, I'm desperate to grip your throat.

Heads, I love you.
Tails, I want you dead and gone.

Heads, I'm clinging to the memories.
Tails, I'm doing all I can to forget.

Heads, because I'd do anything to have you back in my life.
Tails, because you had no right to walk out on me.

Heads, lost and lonely man.
Tails, enraged and wounded beast.

Heads, I'm Jekyll.
Tails, I'm Hyde.

The mind plays a game of heads or tails...
And either result leaves me in tatters.