When

When you given it, ...all of it...
When you have nothing left to give ....nothing !
When it hurts to breath.....
When the air is like gasoline in your lungs.....
When the beat of your heart voids out every other sound around you......
When you can no longer control the tears, and they just flow...unstoppable.....
When you look at someone you love more than anything else in the world and you just want to breath them into you .......
When you lay awake ...night after, night after, after  night searching everywhere, searching everything, anything, ....except sleep.....
When you've said every prayer....
When you've begged to be heard , to just to be listened too....to be understood.....
When you've made deals with the devil.......
When you've cleansed the lies with the truth....
When you've done your very best and tried to right every wrong .....
When everything that once meant so much...means nothing....
When you've prayed to just close your eyes and sleep  ....just sleep forever !

When you've begged, and then you've begged again, just to.....
Be heard......
Be understood....
Be erased ......
Be forgiven, even for all the things you haven't done ....
Be anything ! other than what and who you are.....
When your most powerful words are unfelt,  made null , and are useless ....
When lies fall freely from wicked tongues and burn your goodness to ash ...
When you open your mouth and there are no worthy words left to say.....
When your to tired to try ...even one more time....
When all that can be done has been done and there's nothing left to do
When you've prayed for death to come for you , and even he has turned you away.....
When there is nothing left inside of you, your just an empty shell, there is no place for shelter ...not in heaven or in hell... When your just left here floating in a place you do not know ... When you've been torn to pieces and there surely is no cure ... The feeling just stays with you , day after day ...when you've run out of words ....what is there left to say ?