From the letters I never sent you. #1

Know that when I gave you my heart,
I wanted you to keep it.
Forever.
Know that no matter how fucked up we both got,
I never stopped trying to fix us.
Know that every time you raised your hand to me,
I told myself "he won't do it again. It was my fault"
Know that every time I tried to leave,
I couldn't do it.
Running away was not an option to me.
I
Never
Stopped
Trying
To fix what was broken.  
I wanted it to be you.
I wanted it to be us.