At Ease

My eyes are weary, Illusions is all I see,
My mind is fatigue the memories are killing me,
My heart aches from all the scars that were left,
My soul is slowly fading away,
I’m just tired, tired of being me,
For so long, longing to have never been,
The more time passes by, the longer I run and get lost,
I just want to belong, but time just making it worst,
I don’t want this pain anymore, agony and despair,
I’m all alone, need someone to care,
I cry for help but no one hears,
They blind me from their eyes and deaf their ears,
Neglected I’ve been for a long time, that in me there’s nothing left,
In my black tears, slowly, slowly I disintegrate,
I’m forbidden, there’s no remedy in my life,
My heart is badly wounded; I’m overburden that my soul is trapped inside,
I need to vanish and leave no trace,
To my realm of darkness, away from this dreadful place,
Where no one will know; where no one will see,
Where I’ll cry no more; where I finally be at ease,
So I’ll seclude myself where I’ll never be found,
In an unmarked grave, six feet underground,
I have to leave this lifetime that’s pathetic and vain,
So I can release my soul to freedom and rid my heart the pain,