Every time...

Every time...
I fall in love
Then I am left behind
What have I ever done
To deserve this misery and pain
All my dreams
Have been shattered
Again
My heart is broken
And my brain beaten and battered
By its own thoughts
Wondering how many lies I've been told and I bought
Why do I even try
When every time I want to die
Every time...
I'm not sure there will be a next time...