Powerless but Powerful

Some people think rape jokes are funny
but fuck what you think
someone grabbing your hair and calling you honey
your face starts to turn pink
you just wanted some alcohol
when the black SUV pulls up,
you realize this is you on the wrong path starting to fall
you get in the car and he pulls out a cup
you don't mean shit to him, just an object and that's all
he grabs your hair, locks the doors and pulls you down
you don't have your phone to make that 911 call
the muscles in your face fall to a frown
you swear to him that you will call the cops
he wasn't aware you didn't have your phone
so he sits back and stops
he lets you out of the car as he lets out a moan
he didn't get exactly what he came for
and you feel so fucking alone
you feel a sickness straight to your core
that night his true character was shown
this night haunts you for years
you realize what happened that night was so fucked up
the thought of almost being raped brings you to tears
you grab bottle after bottle and pour it into another cup
years go by and you're still beyond mad
after getting high and drunk every single day and night
you sober up with the help of your dad
you message him on facebook, prepared to fight
of course he denies everything that happened that day
you think, how could someone just forget about something like that
I guess what happened that night, he thought was okay
you're so mad you want to go to his house with a fucking bat
you want to beat the shit out of him for what he has done
your life was turned around ever since that day
to him it was somehow just a night of fun
you can't speak, your mouth is empty with nothing to say
you say to him, I hope you haven't done it to anyone else, before or after that day.