DOUBT

Sitting down at the moment, and my mind tends to wonder
Will these feelings for you subside?
I’m I just thinking like a kid?
Is this just puppy love?
Will things just take a curve?
Will I just wake up one day and find u have left?
Will I become just another pest?
Will the air I breathe forever leave my chest,
Before you and I can build our nest?
I’m I too obsessed? Or even possessed?
Will u be Bonnie to another Clyde?
Or is this another one of life's tests?
I’m I focusing too much on the negative?
Will I be able to satisfy you?
From the heart to the sheets
Is this a game that I’ll always lose?
Is this inscrutable attraction even mutual?
Waking up from this depressing chair, heading for some shut eye