demons within

                  demons within
My demons are reaching the surface.
They tell me to take my life.
To end it all tonight.
That tomorrow will never come.
They tell me that I'll never be good  a enough
I think about serial killing and mass murder all the time.
I contemplate suicide.
There's not a thought that crosses my  mind that isn't about death.
My demons are breaking the surface everyday.
Everyday I find a different side of me.
A side that I never even knew I had.
Its a darker and scarier side of me.
No one knows this side of me.
My demons are taking over me.
I can't drown my demons in the word of God because they twisted it and have me confused my prayers fall on deaf ears so u tell me what u do when demons is trying to recruit u