Lava

I have never been written about. I didn't know what to think when I navigated to your page, and what I found was the sweetest thing in my entire world. I don't know what I ever did to deserve what we had now, maybe it was all of the shit I went through pre-relationship. But now here we are, all is forgiven, none ever forgotten. I can honestly say I don't see a post-relationship ever again. People have said to me that your first relationship isn't the last one, or that your second is your true love. I can agree and disagree with them very easily. You are my first everything, except relationship. Before you I had another love, but I can see that the second love is the greatest, because oh boy are you amazing. You aren't supposed to compare to people, and I can see that now. I understand why. Any other love I have, or could have had could never in a million years hold a candle to you. It almost scares me how in love I am with you. In my mind love is dangerous because it is only when people gain access to you that they can truly break you. I didn't want to do that. That might be why we had so many issues in the beginning, my fear of loss prevented me from love. I won't ever let that happen again, because you cut my heart strings, and I thought you would let it fall, but right before it hit the ground you caught it. You caught me. I was falling off of cloud nine, and you saved me. If it weren't for you, I don't think that I could ever love again. This isn't just about romantic type things, this is life. You saved my heart from breaking again, and in turn, you saved my life. I am eternally grateful for that, and can only truly show you how much I thank you by continuing to love you each day that crosses my eyes, with all of my heart. I love you same.