Too Lonely

]Too Lonely  
 
 
  
 
So this is what being lonely feels like  
 
Wanting to be more than just friends
 
 
 
 
[i]Realizing how hard that is when I am  
 
[i]such a lonely man  
 
 
[i]Alarming her with my strong words like
 
[i]disappointed jealous and hurt
 
 
 
 
[i]Demanding too much of her time
 
[i]too much of her attention
 
[i]too much of her  
 
 
 
 
 
Grasping at straws trying to swim against  
 
the current of my own emotions  
 
 
 
 
Addicted like an addict trying to get back to  
 
being clean and sober  
 
 
 
 
Powerless and ashamed of the man  
 
I have become  
 
 
 
 
Trying to make amends for what my  
 
loneliness has done  
 
 
 
 
By ILLUMINATED