If Only

If you only felt the pain
that I endure every time you smile
Every time I see myself
And what a mess I’ve become
If you only felt the pain that
I endure every time you laugh
Every time I have to Hold myself back
If you only felt the pain that
I endure, you’d be dead
As no one else can ever bear
The pain that I have to bottle up
The tears that I don’t let leak
The blood that I helped release
If you only felt the pain that I endure 
If only you felt the pain
If only you felt
If only