I'll Never Forget

I'll never forget the words they preach
Their blunt cruelty and condescending speech
I was at my lowest, the weakest of the fleet
They showed no pity instead they aim their anger at me..
I was lost and afraid back then
Had given up on everything and had  rather been dead
Pathetic they had call me,
How their words were so loud
Not caring if I heard them
As if they couldn't control what was coming out of their damn mouth

I was shunned mostly, they hated when I was around
Yet they sometimes pretended as if among us love was found
A smile and laughter was evident when things were good
But shouts and anger slashed me durning bad times and I bet they would kill me if they could
Blame me they did, every single day
A victim of their frustrations, disappointments and fails
They told me I'm nothing just taking up space
So I never show them the tears shed or the sad looks on my face

Though it's different now for in their circle I finally belong
I wanted to hate them but the love within me was too strong
It's unforgivable really,but all that's forgotten and done
I'll never forget the feelings they elicited within me,
Being despite by your own blood relatives is really no fun...