Phase

We were extinguished before we even started. The single moment that ment
the most in our history is now just steam from water.  I thought you felt it to, was it even me you wanted, here goes the grieving process. These tears of bleeding pulses, now parts in separate groups. used as different tools the hearts a stepping stool.
Or a misleading father teaching us
Where to move, I adored you more than a enough to abort fortunes for us to just enjoy each other but it was in vein infecting the arterie touching the core of a love sick idiot I don't ever want to feel it again cuz,
 (In the end your just a friend and I'm just a phase.)
She phases through my existence as if I wasn't liquid as if we were'nt solid I'm gas in her vision her mask left me strip of air casted in ditch the latch snapped on this casket I'm stiffened
But the gashes still dripping.  
Until I'm empty like decomposing
Bowles, absent of feeling, a rumming engine thats still broken down.
I feel like shit or less than that thinking should I not give a Fuck or give less than that.
(Because in the end she just a friend because I'm just a phase.)