Not all bad!

Years of deciet, years of pain...
But its ok, not all the same...
Some are bad, some are good...
Some should wilt where they should...
Troubled that to trust you could!...
Without the fear you think you would...
Trust to let another in...
Trust that he will never sin...
Do I want to go that far...
One in the same, an even par...
Do I want to take that chance?...
Or flick it quick before a glance...
Are they all of what I say...
Open heart? will I pay...
To let another in to care...
My heart it just so full of fear...
No! I think I cant go there...
Will I again just shed a tear...
To trust again its all so sad...
But then again they're not all bad...