Soo seriously ranting

Won't talk. Hate to fight
whiney sniffling maggot
lousy in life married to his mother
didn't really want a lover
evidently from his incapabilities in bed
I'm lost again time goes by
I have no lust or even hunger
for life
there's no justifying
a liar a fake a fraud and a cheat
I hate and loathe my choice to stay clean whrn reality. Creeps inside
I realize my choice has cost me my pride
the sex makes sick he has a small dick
it wouldn't matter if he could fuck
but man can't even do that
so I'm done with my rant
to stay I just cant