Love twist

I lie here next to my soulmate
At least thats what my heart thought
To feel his body next to mine never thought it would be too late
From love and pleasure quickly turned to something we fought
Quickly turned to a bittertaste in my mouth....lies and deception
Another Lie to remember another hurt in my mind
Unholy thoughts and breaking commandments my only perception
Loving him is all ive ever known causing my heart to be blind

Darkness falls over my body, cold to the touch
The pain is overwhelming as i slit my wrist
The blood trinkles down the side of my couch
As i cut and cut away i start to drift in and out my what a twist

All i can do is think of him being my one and only love
I guess the gods tortured me from up above