first entry/my problems

You know what's terrible is a love that was never allowed to run its course its impossible to get over because there are so many what ifs this happened to me last year and me and this girl just started again her parents don't know in fact her parents are why we had to break up just so you know anyways as I was saying me and her just started talking again and normally it would be whatever but its brought feeling up that's bad because I already have a girlfriend and I don't wanna screw it up but this incident isn't helping I'm going to try to post daily leave you your comments advice i don't care anything give me ideas on what to write about I wanna become more active again.