Forgive Me.

Let's not be silly    
when I pin my hopes on you    
and you make me weep again    
on that beautiful, marble floor.    
   
Let's not be subtle    
when tumbling from the top    
and there never seems enough space    
for our soft breathing and vicious memories    
as I'm too tired to give in to offered R and R  
 
but please, do not be quiet    
when I pop the last pill,    
when my will is tumbling from your oldest hopes    
and when it's pounding on that beautiful, marble floor.  
   
Darling, if only you knew, I'm still too tired for a little R and R.