First night

It all started with a night of excitement, from there I dont know where it all went. Laying it down there on tge plate,Saying thia out loud i hope for a clean slate. Inhaling it in, my heart pounding fast. Who would of known my fun wouldnt last. One,two,three lines four. The craving went went on for more and more. Spiraling down head going first.
My heart going numb it felt like a curse. A srtong addiction a compulsive behavior. One thing i needed most is the Lord my Savior. Saving me now I was completely lost,my sins forgiven wen he died on the cross.