Terrible

I feel so terrible sometimes. I feel like I'm not the same person as I was before. I know I'm not nice. I know I can be cruel. I have schizophrenia and its a pain. I fucking hate it. I fucking hate myself right now and what I did to you. What the fuck is wrong with me? Sometimes I one know what is going on. It's like I have multiple personalities. I don't know how to fix anything. Not even myself.