QUINTESSENCE OF MISFORTUNE

Such a dreamer I became
Me on a couch and both in frame
This awfull parody makes me sad
but I won't cry no matter what

I am laughing
I am insane
I am drowning
I am in pain

"Live fast,die young", or don't
I don't care
The sky is black, the world is unfair
Want to rather burn than live?
So big misfortune my Gods give

The mirror speaks to me and lie
I need all comfort I can buy
on 8-hour basis and then tear apart
with an angel of death as bodyguard

I'm still waiting for my luck to turn
and as I wait my braincells burn
The thing that feeds me turns me weak
It liberates me but makes me sick
I'm bored waiting of me to come to my senses
I can't stand dealing with all these circumstances
I can't wait any longer for you to understand
I wish I'd done waiting but God says I can't
The lack of trust in myself should but can't make me cry
What if there's no tomorrow? Such a waste of try..

I don't want to face reality
reality is a bitch
It is a torture behind bars
with fate to be your snitch
I don't want to face reality
reality sucks
It's poor men kissing
on rich men's fucking cocks



Wait..
Wait for what??
Wait for a react
Wait for that defining fact..