No Label

There's a lot of emotion tied into the thoughts running through my mind
I don't usually condone in emotional judgment, but impulse corrupts my decisions during the time of turbulence for a lack of better diction
Even though I approve of this, I am still vulnerable to the forces creating the consequence
In this point of my reflection the force is known and repeatedly engaged due to weakness and sincere emotional devotion
For me to feel like this is rare which is why I'm locked in by a double knot
No matter how hard I try to walk away I always find my self intertwined in the same path I fled from
Sometimes the answer is to walk away and in some instances it isn't
In most though I'm not willing to make that sacrifice because the rewards are not as great as they appear
But when I stay I feel as if I am over staying my welcome while standing by the exit preparing for yet another departure
Only to soon realize I'm repetitively wandering in a space of calming yet upsetting energies since neither I nor the stimulant are progressing in the way I wish for them to
My decisions and preferred repercussions are indeed selfish in some senses as well undermining since I try so hard, but I can't seem to shake the unnecessary confusion, because the neutrally negative responses are misunderstood for positive
Which in the end concludes that my hearts power pulsates stronger than that of my brain as a response to never encountering a bond as special in previous endeavors...